Mem-maw, everyday that goes by I miss you more and more. I still can't believe your gone. It's so hard not having you in my life anymore. We had so many good memories together. I loved coming to your house and staying for the weekend. I should have took advantage of it while you were still here and now I can't do it anymore because your not. You were the strongest women I have ever known in my life and ever will and your my hero. Even though you had cancer you still kept your head up and fought your hardest. No matter how sick you were you still worried about all of us and how we were doing to make sure we were okay. If I ever get cancer like you did I'm gonna follow in your foot steps and fight my hardest and keep my head up high like you did. I wish I could just go back and have spent more time with you before you passed. I beat myself up inside knowing that I didn't and I want to tell you that im sorry that I didn't and that hopefully you can forgive me. I know that you look down on me everyday from heaven and I hope that im making you happy with the decisions that I am making. You were the only person that I could really talk to about stuff and I wish I would have talked to you about more things but my wishing isn't going to bring you back. But if I had just one more day with you let me tell you that it would be the most amazing day of your life. Even though your not with us anymore that doesn't mean your not living in me. Your spirit is still living with me and always will be. I love you so much and I just wish I could tell you that one more time. Your were the most caring , loving , and happy living person I knew. I love you so much and I want you to do something for me. I want you to watch over me and keep me safe. I will see you again of that day when it is my turn to go to heaven with you. I love you and miss you so much.
Your grandaughter -Chelsea- <3
