Birth date: Jul 19, 2010 Death date: Jul 19, 2010
Paul Anthony Pica, Jr. infant son of Paul and Deborah Pica of Culpeper, VA died on Monday, July 19, 2010 at Culpeper Regional Hospital. In addition to his parents he is survived by his sister, Gabriella Pica of Culpeper. Funeral Read Obituary
Seems so long ago we had to say goodbye. Hardest thing most of had to deal with, but we know you're in a better place. We hope granddad is keeping you company now and one day we will all be together. Continue to look over the Pica family and keep them safe. We love and miss you.
I miss you son, this doesn't get any easier not having you with us. I love you more then you will ever know!
11years ago we had to face the hard truth that our son Paul Anthony Jr passed away. I remember every part as if it was yesterday. This day changed our lives forever! No parent should ever lose a child. I wish I could hold you 1 more time. I didn't want to let you go, I didn't want to leave you at the hospital by yourself. You were suppose to go home with us. 💔
Every year we celebrate you, I hope you know you are loved and missed. We try to make the best of this day in your memory. Love you son!!!
Paul Anthony JR -10years, a whole decade without you 😢 our first son we had so many hopes and dreams for you, what was suppose to be the happiest day turned into the worse day of our lives. You were my first true heartbreak. I would have given my life for you to live. Our love for you is strong and deep. We love and miss you son💙💙💙💙
Today marks 9 years since Paul and I lost our son Paul Anthony jr. That feeling that I failed to protect my son is still there. Not knowing why he isn't here with us still breaks my heart. I relive it all the time step by step trying to figure out what I could have done differently. I would have loved to have had all 4 kids on earth with me. Life would have been a lot more interesting with 3 boys and 1 girl but so rewarding to see all my kids grow up together. One day I will be able to hold my son again. 💙💙
Paul Anthony jr I cant believe it's been 8 years today that your daddy and I had to say bye to you. We weren't ready to say bye we didn't even get to say hi. Losing you changed my life. I had never felt pain like I did that day 8years ago. I know things happen for a reason but not knowing why drivers me crazy. Baby boy I hope you know that you are loved and very missed!!
Today marks 7years from when our son Paul Anthony Jr was born sleeping. I'll never forget everything seemed to slow down 1minute felt like a hour trying to process what the doctor was saying sorry we can't find his heartbeat it didn't seem real. I knew something was wrong but never did I think I was going to be told that. I thought they were wrong I will deliver this baby and he will be alive but I was wrong and it felt as though I got the news all over again. Some days are easier then others. As a mother I was suppose to protect you and I feel like I let you down. I would have done anything to save you!! I don't know why we lost you and I'll never know why. I wonder all the time what could have i done to save you what did I miss? Why did this happen to us? I have to keep telling myself your not alone your with God and your with us even though we can't see you. I know your looking over us. I hope you know you are loved, you are missed, and you are not forgotten. 7/19/2010
I broke down on Christmas, watching your sister and brothers opening presents all excited not having you here with them to take part in this moments breaks my heart. A new year is upon us and all I can think is wow my kids are getting big. Gabriella will be 8, Anthony 6 and Vincent 3 and how I have missed and wish you were here for 7years. 7years I haven't got to see you in person just pictures. 7years I haven't been able to wrap my arms around your little body 😭 I miss you paul Anthony Jr ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'm on vacation and all I can think about is you!! I miss you so much my sweet little boy. I just wish so much o could see you chasing waves with your brothers and sister. Your siblings have been having so much fun but in the back of my mind I can't help to think it's not fair since you can't be here with them joining in. The sky has been beautiful I can't help but think your in on of those clouds watching and protecting us. I love you son always will!!
Today marks 5years since we lost our son Paul Anthony Jr. He should be excited to start his first day of school like Gabriella did last year. I think about all the moments that I haven't got to share with him. His first step, first tooth , the sleeps nights. I think of all the moments I get with Gabriella, Anthony, and Vincent and wish so much to be able to experience that with Paul Anthony. I wish I could give him a kiss and hold him and tell him mommy will protect him. I feel like I let him down that I didn't protect him. To this day I question myself did I miss something could i have saved him. I know one day I will be able to but never the less it still hurts. I feel selfish because I want him with me. I have to keep telling myself he is in a better please that he doesn't have to deal with all the craziness going on in this world that God is able to protect him and keep him close in heaven. I hold on to his brothers and sister because not every day is guaranteed and you have to cherish every moment you get with your loved ones.I thought every year was suppose to get easier but its only getting harder for me. I sit here crying still wanting to know why and that it's just not fair. You are always on my mind!! I love you Paul Anthony Jr
