Birth date: Nov 1, 1950 Death date: Apr 14, 2016
Kathleen Diane Depasse, 65, of Culpeper died Thursday, April 14, 2016 at the University of Virginia Medical Center. Services will be private. Found and Sons Funeral Chapel of Culpeper is serving the family. Read Obituary
Hi mama, it's getting close.... It actually seems like this time of year gets harder...I always feel it coming... I'm so sorry it was this way for you, I wish I could make it better. I just miss you so much, I'll always wish you were here. I love you mama xoxoxoxo
Hi Hi Mama,
The kids and I were talking about the movie projector in your mind on the way home from Jake's football practice yesterday evening. I miss your stories, I wish I could tell stories like that to my babies. Actually I wish you were still here to tell them your stories. I have your pink watch in a Ziplock bag and when I opened it the other day it still smells like you. I miss you so much. I've heard it said that living with the death of a loved one is like learning to live without an appendage, you're supposed to be here, your just not. Who else is gonna be as excited as me when I accomplish, overcome or experience something awesome? Who's going to be there to comfort me or make things better with just the sound of her voice? Then I started thinking I’m probably viewed the same way by my children, what's going to happen to them when I pass away? Who’s going to be there loving them the way I do? You were a huge part of my life and now there is part of me that will always be missing. I have been blessed many times over, more than I deserve. As mothers we are so important, yet most of the time we feel that what we do isn’t good enough. We want the very best life that we’ve envisioned for our children and when we can’t always fulfil our own expectations we feel like we’ve let them down. Yet we keep moving, running, pushing forward, striving to be more. We're there every day, loving, supporting, feeding, healing, cleaning, correcting, crying, teaching and when we're not physically with our children everything we do is motivated by what's best for them. Even when we feel like we’re making mistakes and screwing them up, they’re still awesome, they have mother's that love them unconditionally, and no matter what mistakes she makes she is still the best mother her kids could ask for. What could be closer to God than mothers? I want everyone to know I appreciate you mama, what you taught me and how you loved me, for my good experiences and bad, they made me who I am. Thank you for being the best Mama for me. Thank you God for allowing me to be that close to You, thank You for the mother You chose for me and the babies You entrusted to me, giving me the very best. I am grateful for all the people You place in my life. Thank you babies, you are the best people I have and will ever know! I am so grateful to be your mother and to experience unconditional love for and from so many people. You are all I ever wanted. Through the good times and bad our lives mean something. Life is precious. Mama, your life meant something to me, I miss you so much, I love you.
Hi Mama,
I can't believe it's been a year.... I found myself (on your anniversary) minute by minute thinking back as to what you were going through a year ago. I remember the last time I spoke with you on the phone. I remember telling the doctors I would never be "ok" with letting you go, and I remember the doctor asking me what I was expecting, what I wanted to happen, I replied "I just want to talk to my mom." I remember fighting so hard trying to get them to help you. I remember thinking "how much I would miss you." All of that doesn't compare to how I felt on Thursday. I don't think anyone truly realizes how difficult it is to lose someone so special, and I feel sorry for the doctors who didn't realize what an awesome person you are, just speaking with you on the phone made everything better, they had to go through eight years of school to do that! I remember our Saturday together, I remember you asking me how long you'd been out of it? I remember you trying to feed me your dinner, you were always giving, even when you didn't have anything, you gave me what you had. I remember the way how warm and soft you were, I remember your smell and the sound of your voice. I would go back to that hospital room and do it all over again and again just to sit with you. You'll always be my mama, I'll always be your daughter, no matter how much time passes I will always wish you were still here. I miss you everyday mom, and love you to heaven and back. xoxoxoxoxox
Well another day has passed. I keep thinking about you. I play your messages and I wish I could call you back. You were to young to leave, there were so many things I wanted to do with you. I feel cheated and blessed at the same time. Cheated because I don't get to share things with you that I should have been able to. Blessed because I was your daughter, I know you loved me. You are a great mom, I love you, and I miss you.
Thinking about you everyday.
I don't know how I am ever going to get over you.... I just wish you were here. I miss talking to you, I miss our Saturday morning coffee over the phone. I miss all our stupid jokes. I miss telling you all about the kids. I miss planning things with you. I miss calling you 6 times a day. I miss sharing life with you. I miss your voice. I miss the way you loved me. I miss my mom. It still doesn't seem real that you're gone. I can't imagine going the next 30 years without you.... I love you mom and miss you so much I can't hardly stand it.
I don't think it gets easier with time, I just miss you longer.... I love you mom.
