I've started to write something here so many times now, mom but how do you say goodbye to your best friend, the person who loved us no matter what we did, the glue to our family, our rock. So I'm not going to say goodbye I'm going to say I'll see you again one day. You're everywhere I look and go. Every time I look at Maddie and Sebastian I see your red hair and think of you. I was in walmart last night and saw those cabbages you loved to plant in the fall and I want you to know I will plant one every fall and think of you. I never knew I could miss someone so much, mom. Who's gonna call me 10 times a day now just to see how I'm doing?
Every morning I will drink a Pepsi and I know when I do you'll be there to start the day with me. I want you to know I will always talk about you and never let Maddie and Sebastian forget you. I want you to know I promise to make sure me, Henny, and oodie get together. You will be with us always in our hearts. I know you'll be looking after us, and whenever I'm scared and need someone to talk to I'm gonna go outside and feel the sun and wind and I know you'll be there. I love you, mom.
