Carol and I have been the best of friends for over 40 years.She is one of the most beautiful and has a heart of gold.She was my next door neighbor when we lived in Stafford.She will always have a special place in my heart.The last time I saw her was at my dad's funeral.Even when I moved to N.C. we always sent each other christmas cards.I loved her deeply and I will surely miss that beautiful smile that she always had.My prayers are with her whole family.I'll love her and miss her.I know what you are going through,because I lost my wife over 1 1/2 years ago and I still miss her.So keep your faith and the hurt will subside.It is a long process,but you will always remember what a wonderful wife and mother she was.You are in my prayers and I love you Jack